i know. i know..for some its the joyous season to be jolly tralala la la la lalala.. since time immemorial i guess. i remember when i was a kid i used to enjoy this season coz i gotta have new pairs of shoes, new sets of shirts and pants, the gifts, money, foods and toys. as i get older (yeah i know its inevitable but its just numbers right?) i do not feel anymore the excitement. the innocence was lost (not pertains to the virginity thing though hehe, that's another matter to discuss).
maybe when you get older and experienced a lot of things in life, there are just some stuff that we forget. we take for granted. and then we lost them. the magical feeling. the sensation. the excitement. the smiles. everything is overshadowed by the need to get work and have money. to live independently. to show the world that you can be like this and that. be there and everywhere.
i want to go back to the time when my thinking was simple. so simple that all i could think of was how to sneak out of the house on a 5pm Saturday to watch Shaider with my playmates. the likes... when things are really not complicated to think about and decide upon.
see now its Christmas time and i could honestly say i miss the times when i get to visit my godfather/godmother for their presents. now its my turn to be the godfather to many godchildren. i am no peter pan for sure to not grow old and be a child forever. its just another Christmas season but i plan to celebrate it differently, enjoy and just have fun.. i guess.. who cares.
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