praning ka din?

kelan mo huling naranasang mapraning? naaalala mo pa ba nuong pinalipad mo ang isang pamilyang plato dahil sa bwisit sa ulam na inihain sa iyo ng nanay mo? nung muntik-muntikan mo nang sunugin ang buong kabahayan dahil lang sa nawawala ang paborito mong unan na amoy panis na laway at alimuom. come on. mga simpleng bagay na walang katuturan ngunit nagpainit ng iyong ulo at wala kang patumanggang nagmura kesehodang me house blessing sa kabilang pinto ng inuupahan niong apartment.

sometimes

it is harder to think though its really not. maybe i was just afraid. afraid of something that won't really happen. its all in the mind. the good, the bad. i have them stored and played over and over again. it was like i was in heaven dancing with the clouds, prancing with the horses and yet i was in my bed. are you confused already? twisted mind. i was. and you were. then we were not.

its burning my skin. it hurts, a bit then wider. then i saw the whole thing slowly coming out. like a blossoming flower. creating a new life. a new wonder. then it dies. its done. all that was left was the traces. and there was you. etched in me forever.

its Christmas time!

i know. i know..for some its the joyous season to be jolly tralala la la la lalala.. since time immemorial i guess. i remember when i was a kid i used to enjoy this season coz i gotta have new pairs of shoes, new sets of shirts and pants, the gifts, money, foods and toys. as i get older (yeah i know its inevitable but its just numbers right?) i do not feel anymore the excitement. the innocence was lost (not pertains to the virginity thing though hehe, that's another matter to discuss).

maybe when you get older and experienced a lot of things in life, there are just some stuff that we forget. we take for granted. and then we lost them. the magical feeling. the sensation. the excitement. the smiles. everything is overshadowed by the need to get work and have money. to live independently. to show the world that you can be like this and that. be there and everywhere.

i want to go back to the time when my thinking was simple. so simple that all i could think of was how to sneak out of the house on a 5pm Saturday to watch Shaider with my playmates. the likes... when things are really not complicated to think about and decide upon.

see now its Christmas time and i could honestly say i miss the times when i get to visit my godfather/godmother for their presents. now its my turn to be the godfather to many godchildren. i am no peter pan for sure to not grow old and be a child forever. its just another Christmas season but i plan to celebrate it differently, enjoy and just have fun.. i guess.. who cares.

long time

its been a long time since i posted something about anything here in this small part of my world called blogging. i've been busy with a lot of things lately. i have some updates (pics in my other site see upper right portion of this site).

so i welcome my self back...

pictionary

let's play some pictionary about my boring life here. we have different life to live and definitely mine is greatly different than yours. my interest and the things that make me happy. and that does not include saving the world. i leave that to some who really cares. for now this is just me and my boxed-up life. but don't give any judgment based only on what you see and what i post here. its just merely 5 % of me (mind you). heh.

Vegie Food Store and resto, Mandaluyong City

Banana bread.. cheap but nutricious

1L of Soya Milk =Ph47.. in 7-11 25mL is Ph29.00

Gluten caldereta.. no meat at all..

tabemashou!!