i'm happy today

pay day is like 8 days from now. i don't have money left for everyday expenses (oh who am i kidding) but i can say i am surviving and i am happy. not that "happy" happy but enough to keep me moving and continue to live. there are days that are really hard to get by but at the end of the day i have myself to thank that i got through with them.

this is the 4th week of my trainings. i really need to do a lot of catching up to my lessons. the training program will soon end and i will have to face the real world with all the stuff that i learned. pretty scary but i think i'll get by as well. friends and help are just around the corner.

i have no big plans for this year because i have just started my new job but hopefully i could visit places again once i am settled.

i know i have to study hard and really get to the lesson to be able to do my job properly and i am gonna start now.

ciao..

ps. i am not missing some fun. i am doing great.

lost in network cloud

just a glimpse of what i do for a living. this networking stuff sometimes gives me a headache but what can i do? i cannot just abandon my job just because its stressful. besides the pay is.. well better than the average if you will ask me. go figure.

its a date

it was a date. not that date but sort of. yeah.

my coffee

You are my coffee in my most sleepy moments. You always wake me up and bring me beside you. thanks...

north korea launched rocket

This satellite image provided by DigitalGlobe shows a missile on the launchpad at Musudan-ni, North Korea formally know as Taepo-dong missle launch facility. The image was collected Sunday March 29, 2009. CNN has said North Korea has begun fueling a long-range rocket for an impending launch Thursday April 2, 2009 as President Barack Obama warned the liftoff would be a "provocative act" that would generate a U.N. Security Council response. (AP Photo/DigitalGlobe) ** 

I am really not into international relations (peace and the likes) but doesn't nokor have the right to launch their own rocket? who owns the space then? if they want to send missile to neighboring countries these neighboring countries can retaliate immediately anyway. but then again who wants another war? and i am not an expert on this matter so i leave it to the authorities on this subject.

it seems the attention is shifted to north korea rather than fixing the economy or the global warming. or its just being taken cared of while healing the world economy and the rest of the world's problems. 

well maybe i should do my part. and act now.

ciao

sadder

one last drama

i won't show again my face in my blog. hahahaha

sad

this is the part i hated most. leaving with a heavy heart. i was excited to leave like 2 weeks ago but now that i only got 3 days it seems so sad to leave. not that i don't want to leave. of course i do. i just don't know how to call this syndrome. maybe its just me. the very me that has the history having the longest time to let go and move on. anyway that is another story.

i would honestly say that l2s has been a family to me for almost 7 fucking awesome gruesome wonderful adventurous lovely not so lovely stressful fun and heartbreaking years. i might have earned 2 % of maturity here, good real friendships and @#$%^. yun na yun. mahirap sabihin. basta yun! don't ask. 

i will miss everything. watching movie(s) on the shift. bowling with shift-mates. eating out. two years of doing nothing and getting paid. and of course i will miss you. you know who you are. oo ikaw un. dahil lagi akong naiinis sa iyo. bwahahaha. assumptions assumptions. hehehe

this blog is really not about the soft side of me but i have to give some space since it would be the last chapter of my episode here in l2s.

time to say thanks na din sa mga peeps na nakilala ko who were with me these times: tonya and the rest of batch 13, my Linksysone team, my team captains, and the recently considered friends hahaha. sa mga nasaktan ko forgive me. sa mga sasaktan ko pa lang ihanda na din ang forgiveness in the future at sa mga nanakit sa akin (meron ba?) eh ok lang sige peace na tayo kahit mabigat sa kalooban ko. hehehe. marami pa akong gustong sabihin pero masyado ng madrama. hindi bagay. next time na lang ulet.